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A viewer asks: “Your latest LHP-DSMR webinar a week ago, where you talked about the targeting aspect from a personal experience, had me reminded of something that happened to me as a 17-year-old (I’m now 58). When I was a child, I was teased and frozen out by others for not being like them. In other words, chatting about nothing really. I was always alone. I didn’t look like anyone else either, as I didn’t follow fashion in any way, and I couldn’t really as my parents didn’t have a lot of money to spare. Then, in the lead-up to becoming a teenager, a person from my school began to name-call me. I remember the moment when it all began, as he was sitting fairly close to me at a school gathering, and he said to his friend that I was so ugly and looked like a witch as I had a longer chin and a sharp nose to match it. I didn’t need to turn around to know that he was talking about me. My whole body knew. I felt his energy towards me and so presume this was pure karma in action. From that moment on, more and more boys started to call me a witch and, in the end, every single boy I came across in the school did the same thing. I sometimes had no idea who they were and had never seen them before until they walked past me and called me a witch. Every day for three years. After those three years, I was burnt out and my grades came tumbling down with it. Despite this, my mother managed to find me a college where no one from the school would be able to follow me. In that first year of college, I struggled enormously with myself and reading things that were of no interest to me. I had no friends, no direction, and no real interests. Throughout those years of torment, my mother had taken me to see a plastic surgeon to see if they could remove the tip of my chin. Each time, I was told that I was too young to have the operation as I was still growing. At the end of my first year at college, I couldn’t take it anymore. A last visit to see the surgeon had proved a no-go, and a whole group of people had been staring at me as they were in training for plastic surgery. My heart broke at that point. It is still a strong emotion in me to this day. I don’t cry today, but I can still feel the power of the moment. I decided to end my life at that point. I removed any paperwork from school I had connected to me as I didn’t want anything to trouble anyone else. I was going to jump in front of a bus or car. It didn’t matter and no one else mattered. Not my family or siblings. Not the person who would end up driving into me. I started to feel relaxed and okay with the world as I was intent of never going back to college again, that this summer was to be my last. That same summer, perhaps three or four weeks before college was due to begin again, the plastic surgeon’s office called and said that they were happy to operate on me after all, despite being too early. I have always seen this as a Divine intervention to save me, but I am pretty certain now that this was due to doing the protocols today which impacted the situation then. And my question to Creator is therefore whether I am correct in this thinking?” What can we tell her?
ClosedNicola asked 3 weeks ago • 
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A viewer writes: “One morning whilst I was waking up, I felt something sitting on my chest. I have a cat who sleeps with me, and actually likes to sleep on top of me so, in my still mostly asleep state I just thought it was my cat and started cuddling it, as I normally do, since I absolutely adore my little friend with four legs. As I was cuddling it, I started noticing something was not right. The skin I was stroking was hairless, and the ears were pointed and rigid, not as soft as those of my cat. It suddenly dawned on me: “This is not my cat!” and in a still partially asleep state I opened my eyes and, thanks to some light filtering through my bedroom’s window, I managed to catch a glimpse of an either black, or very dark, small creature, sitting on my chest. It had pointed ears and looked similar to the Gargoyles, the demonic figures which are a common decoration in Gothic cathedrals, and as I was suddenly waking up, I saw it physically dematerializing in front of my eyes. I assume this effect was caused by it staying in the astral plane, where I was, too, when asleep, whilst I came back to this one, and this created the perception of it dematerializing in front of me. BUT, the most interesting part of the story is that, whilst I was still in my mostly asleep state, there was a connection at an emotional level between me and this creature, probably because it was connected to my heart’s chakra, I could feel his emotions! And I felt that, as it was receiving love from me, it had a very sudden and very brief WOW moment, as in an incredibly pleasant and unexpected surprise, and then it went into a total state of mental confusion. It could not handle love. Receiving love, although in a completely accidental and unintentional way, as I assumed I was cuddling my cat, sent this creature into a total state of mental confusion that it didn’t know how to handle. I could briefly feel it, just before waking up and losing that connection. I do not know if this was a routine demonic visit intended to drain energy out of humans, or if I was being specifically targeted for some reason, but it definitely didn’t go as planned for this creature.” What is Creator’s interpretation of what he experienced, and its meaning?
ClosedNicola asked 2 years ago • 
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