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A viewer asks: “I was laying on the couch watching a TV show with my husband. He was sitting, and I was laying down next to him with my head on a throw pillow. I fell asleep. I woke up and the same t v show was still on, except I was confused. I didn’t know what year it was. I was completely discombobulated and confused. I asked my husband at least ten times over and over, ‘What year is it?’ He looked at me in disbelief, and a little shocked – he kept telling me, what year do you think it is? I didn’t know. I couldn’t wrap my head around any year? Year? What year? I don’t know what year it is. I couldn’t wrap my head around any number except that after thinking as hard as I could and panicking, all I could come up with was, ‘Well, maybe a number that starts with a seventeen sounds reasonable. But I don’t know what year it is.’ He told me what year it was twice. And it seemed ridiculous, unreasonable unbelievable, and my brain couldn’t compute. ‘What are you talking about?’ ‘What kind of a number is that?’ Then, I looked at the TV show. I said, ‘Oh, we’ve already seen this honey, why are we watching this again?’ And for about five minutes, I told him what was about to happen in the next scene, and I was right, because I remembered it, but that show had not been aired yet. He kept saying we’ve never seen it and I kept telling him, of course we have because now this is going happen, and I was right. I was right about every next scene, every next thing that was going to happen – happened exactly the way I told him it would because I had already seen it. We had already seen it. He kept telling me we had not. So how did I remember something I haven’t seen? That hadn’t aired yet? One might think this is kind of cool but it wasn’t. It was scary and terrifying. Not knowing what year it was as hard as I pressed my mind to understand, to remember – I could not. I felt lost in a bubble of time. Unable to process or understand or wrap my head around anything past something that starts with maybe a seventeen, but even that was a stretch, kinda felt forced. I knew 17 something was wrong, but it was the only thing I could come up with that sounded possibly reasonable or believable. Scared, worried and confused, I put my head down and closed my eyes and went back to sleep because I couldn’t deal with what was going on. The confusion felt not terrible or scary, but I didn’t want to feel that feeling anymore. All I could do was go unconscious to make this go away. I woke up about an hour after that, still on the couch in the same position. I remembered everything but now, I knew what year it is. I’m back to normal, completely normal. Except I remember everything and I am left feeling very strange. That time bubble happened. It felt like a bubble with no past, but memory of the show I had already seen that had not aired yet. It was completely real and disorienting, so very, very disorienting. I can’t explain it, other than a strange mini stroke? But that would not explain knowing what was about to happen in the TV show, because I remembered it. I am left with a giant question mark over my head and I’m still a little shook. This sounds so unbelievable. I don’t want to forget this moment. What has happened here?”
ClosedNicola asked 6 hours ago • 
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A practitioner asks: “For a while now I have felt increasing difficulty in doing the protocols leaning towards inability. Today I asked my guidance if they are cautioning me to back off on them. I can usually get through the daily prayers but the second I start the protocols my energy and brain function are zapped more than usual. I believe they said yes, this is the case. I know our prayers are shielded but this feels like maybe an energetic situation that may get me noticed. When I accepted the message this morning that yes they are counseling me at this time to back off on doing the protocols the headache that is almost my constant companion diminished very greatly. Can you ask Creator if this is indeed what the Divine is suggesting. I’m so dedicated to doing the protocols. They really are what I’m living for although I would not describe my existence as really living. More like a constant horror much like Dante’s Inferno depictions. I was ranting at my spirit team telling them they needed to get creative in helping me as my existence is unconscionable and they need to do better. I was asking if they were frustrated that they hadn’t been able to do better on my part and the message I got was that they were actually feeling quite accomplished that I was still in the living. It felt like a mic drop moment. I guess I just need confirmation that it is the Divine and not the darkness recommending the current course of stopping the protocols until such time that they communicate to me that it is safe to start again.” What can we tell her?
ClosedNicola asked 3 months ago • 
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A practitioner asks: “I’m finding that with the clarity that comes from the healing through the protocols, there are also a lot of feelings of shame, guilt and embarrassment about the past as well as a lot of “could haves,” “should haves,” and “would haves.” At the moment, I feel like I’m just reliving everything in my head and I’m finding it difficult to focus on the present moment and enjoying the healing changes that the protocols have brought about. Being mindful and communing with Creator helps but it’s difficult to do this at all times, especially when at work or busy. There’s constant fear and worry and fear of judgement from others about past mistakes even though, in the grand scheme of things, the mistakes I’ve made haven’t been that bad. I understand that I’m coming from a different starting point that makes me feel different from others and why I’ve often been isolated and alone, so I’m guessing that I’m lacking in the general life experience that others have to move on from past mistakes. I’d like to be as fighting fit as possible for what is to come in the days ahead without fear that my mind will be full of worry about things that don’t really matter. Can Creator offer advice on what to focus on as a healing need in the protocols to help with this, to strengthen soul attributes and change beliefs and programming to be able to deal with the past and move on from the leftover guilt and shame?”
ClosedNicola asked 3 months ago • 
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