The problems you struggle with are not due to lack of safety, they are karmic in nature and speak to the depth of the problem. There are many issues from multiple lifetimes converging on your current incarnation and its expression and dragging you down energetically in order to service the karmic debt that has accumulated. This is typical of almost every human being but varies only with respect to degree and the timing of when various bouts of karmic mischief rise to the surface and must be reckoned with.
The answer here is to keep going and allow healing to continue to chip away at the karmic backlog. This is a requirement in order to restore a true equilibrium eventually, and will pay many dividends once you have worked through it all and are in balance once again. Whether this takes the remainder of your life or happens sooner, the long‑term benefit is that healing all that remains will be a blessing that projects into all of your future. So the burden is appearing quite large but will, in fact, result in a much grander and enjoyable future far greater than what you have gone through in a period of suffering. This is the time to be strong and keep going and continue to do your best to cope with what life brings, knowing you are loved and supported. You can augment the healing with daily prayers, so we would suggest you do so as a combination prayer for both safety as well as broad healing for all that takes away your joy and happiness.