This, indeed, is simply inner fear that is getting going because of the yearnings you are having to meet a soulmate. This is stirring up fear of loss which you have experienced in other lifetimes of gaining love and then losing it tragically. That is the basis of the fear and the details are best left to history as this need not happen yet again. It is not needed and is not wanted, it is simply feared through a kind of habit because of prior experience. Both approaches for healing will be of value and work well together to benefit more greatly than even the sum of the parts taken separately. Some inner beliefs are best dealt with directly through channeling of the deep subconscious, and that will free up the inner roadblocks in the way of the most robust divine healing to help refurbish you and clear the decks from old business, so to speak. The broad-based attack on prior negative karma through the Protocol is of great value as well because of the sum total of negative events surrounding lost love, which unfortunately, is an all-too-common experience of many through the ages because of the difficulties and uncertainties of life. So this is a karmic carryover, not a portent of things to come, that they will end in disaster, it is only fear this may be so—that can be lessened through healing.