He asks: “Am I correct in sensing that the major tactic of the subconscious programming has been to make me dislike and reject myself, with the goal to make me forget my mission and skills as a servant of humanity’s upliftment and the divine plan, thus a relentless disempowerment project?”

This is a quite accurate and quite eloquent summary of the plan and their intentions behind it. They do this with many, many, individuals because it is often effective in causing disparagement and unhappiness, and this takes the wind out of your sails as human beings. People can only take so much hurt, so much negativity, thrown at them and not come away wounded and also doubting their own capabilities and worthiness. And that is all intentional, it is designed to happen and intended as a form of punishment and revenge, as well as a proactive intervention to keep you from fully blossoming, if at all possible. And it works in most cases to limit what people become in the course of their life.