A former recruit in the Mercenary Army Program asks: “How is it that every time my healing improves or I decide to branch out a bit with my healing work I seem to come under attack? Are my emotions, vibrational states, or thoughts being monitored? Is this my deep subconscious giving resistance to my healing efforts? I thought “all my communication” was protected from “outside listening and interference.” What’s going on here? What am I missing in this equation?”

When you are communicating with the divine, either through prayer or use of the Lightworker Healing Protocol, there is a shielding that goes up instantly to protect what you are doing from outside observation by third parties. That will not apply to you and your thoughts in isolation, so when you are simply ruminating, perhaps in a state of fear or worry at times, you are not shielded nor is your deep subconscious unreachable by interlopers if you happen to be in a lowered vibration from feeling vulnerable, in a state of fear, or doing a spontaneous outreach wanting to know something and without realizing it, sending your non-local consciousness forth without a prayer of protection in place—that beam of consciousness will be noticed and the interlopers may come looking to see what you have been up to. So there is a combination of the factors here in the interplay with interlopers and how you are being treated. To some extent, you are given periodic reminders they are in charge and can punish you. This being random and independent of what you may or may not be doing with your energies, it is simply routine maintenance. There are also periodic inspections and checkups to look more closely at your recent history, what you have been doing and with whom, and depending on what they can discern, may want to create a backlash to discourage you. As you experience in the ups and downs in your life, being thrown off-balance, as they can do quite readily, is a powerful message and disincentive to make waves. They are often heavy-handed as they go about this, and that is due to their lack of humanity, their lack of compassion; they simply do not care if they are over‑harsh from your point of view. That is more an advantage, from their perspective, if they can make you squirm without killing you, and that is the agenda, they would see your suffering as a success and an accomplishment to take pride in—that is who you are dealing with. So our efforts to help you withdraw from their awareness are continuing and will serve you well.