As negative as it has been, being incarnated on Earth during its constant occupation by the interlopers, presents a rare opportunity to develop great wisdom under the most trying of circumstances. Once humanity is healed and ascended, will that opportunity to be tested that severely have expired and be no longer available?

This is quite likely to happen. That is another aspect of what you are experiencing and why your life is so very special. This is the culmination of a very unique set of circumstances, where evil has sprung up as a consequence of the free will paradigm and needing to be countered. Once that problem has been dealt with effectively through your learning and growth and capability established through partnership with the divine, that capability will continue to exist and flourish and will be portable, meaning that it can be transferred to many, many other souls and soul extensions to be applied again and again. And that transfer will be from the practitioners who have mastered the skills and developed the expertise to be an advocate for others with the divine under the most trying of circumstances. To the same extent that the level of difficulty will never be as great as currently exhibited, the capability to handle any kind of issue or situation where love is being denied or perverted in some way for a dark purpose, will be most effectively countered, and the issue solved by an advanced being with the seasoning obtained from serving as a member of the divine human cohort currently taking part in this bold experiment of Creator to bring forth free will and free agency for soul extensions of the divine. They will be, individually and collectively, a special group of beings and will hold this distinction forever going forward. It is not so different than the many combat veterans of the world wars who have been part of one of the greatest challenges humanity has ever faced, demanding courage, resourcefulness, dedication, and service. The same is true for the great prophets transferring divine wisdom through the ages and being tortured and killed for the doing. And the many leaders who took on the world in some way or another to create a force for good and a catalyst for change, to promote liberty and individual rights because of discrimination of many kinds engineered into the human institutions that have always been corrupt and held society back in making progress. Those who have been in the vanguard serving on the frontier, the front lines, will have a pedigree and a reputation unmatched by others, so you will be recognized for your efforts and will have tremendous personal satisfaction in having made the choices you have, to come down and serve. It will pay off tremendously in ways that can never be replicated in the future in quite the same way.